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Breathe out,
So I can breathe you in

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Thursday, 16 April 2015
A secret desire



The right thing, the rational thing, to do.

I have to let go. Because things that don't matter now will come back to haunt me.  And things that seem to be of such great importance now will be nothing more than a naive dream, a figment of an imagined past, a memory of a time filled with uncertainty.

Perhaps it's a pity, perhaps it's a waste, perhaps it's a shame. But perhaps it was the most meaningful thing I had to keep me going. Perhaps it was the most liberating experience I had to let myself just be. Perhaps it was the sweetest escape from reality for a time.

It seems that I need these opposing emotions to keep me balanced. Every moment that lifts me up pulls along a reminder of reality to weigh me back down. Because things that don't matter now will come back to haunt me.

I don't know you, and perhaps that was how I could be so close to you. Opposing forces.
But I don't even know you, or you - me.

love, 00:50
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