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Breathe out,
So I can breathe you in

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Tuesday, 25 October 2011
Nothing's alright, which makes everything normal



Talking to certain people makes me wonder what life is. Sometimes I feel like some people are so enclosed in their own little bubble of happiness that they're just blind to what others are really going through. Then again, nobody's life is perfect, but some are really perfect enough. I can't say anything, just that...talking to you today makes me wonder, what?

Bracing myself for when you next leave. But I'm glad that everything turned out this way.

Can't blog about this hypothetical him. Just kidding, he's not hypothetical. I'm starting to accept some things, but everything is so uncertain. What's new?

love, 00:16
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Friday, 21 October 2011
She's a psycho girl

Maybe people will tell you that I'm trouble.

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A week, and I haven't heard from you.
Stop taking me for granted.

love, 18:37
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Saturday, 15 October 2011
and it's better this time, I hope

It's one of those episodes again.

I'm sad :( I half-wish it could be because of something trivial, like a failed relationship, or some assignment woe...or over some typical "bad day".

But no.

It's ironic that the happier I am here, the more..afraid I am of that day coming. I wish I had more faith in you god, I wish I cared less about them, I wish they didn't love me like they do.

If you understand where I'm coming from, thank you.

love, 20:44
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Monday, 3 October 2011
Don't think, just fall


I hate feeling dependent, but I am. Since you started being cold and distant, I've never been quite the same person. It's you, but don't you ever think, not even for one moment, that it's just you.

It was the knowledge that if nothing changes, darkness would someday come over them. This hurdle, I just can't seem to clear. A series of events that can't be prevented, oh I wish I could do something.

A chain reaction, a butterfly effect, a ripple effect. Different names for the same thing, why are we so obsessed with needing to know. Can't we just let it go once and for all, don't think, just fall.

love, 12:01
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