Will it be
Stayover at Laura's place yesterday, horrible service at Ben&Jerry's, bridge the whole night, slacked the whole day, caught the lake house, I guess I finally get that some movies just don't have to make sense.
Maybe it's how my whole life doesn't make much sense so I look to other things to make sense. But that doesn't sound quite right, because, if my whole life doesn't make sense, why then would I look for something that makes sense and change my whole life.
Nevermind.
No job, no money, but more time.
Time for? I very much want to see you again, but it's pretty hopeless, I very much want to do something meaningful but it's rather out of reach, I very much just want to be contented, but it's so much easier than it sounds.
I very much want to tell you so many things,
but how, I do not know.
Misunderstandings
Chalet was pretty alright. I think sleeping on the floor is way better than sleeping on the bed because firstly, you get more room to toss around, secondly, it's not that cold, thirdly, somehow I slept much better on the floor.
Maybe I only slept better because I was exhausted. Spent one night on the bed and the second on the flooor. I think I'm a better sleeper nowadays. Didn't grab anyone's legs or lie on anyone's stomach in my sleeeep.
The rain spoilt everything on the second day though. We couldn't go to the beach, and was stucked in the chalet the whole day. Later at night, when we all thought the rain finally let up, we rented bikes to go night cycling just to have the sky cry on us.
Poker was extremely fun, with Leon as the banker and Caleb wong as the annoying person everyone hated. :) I touched a PSP for the first time in my life.
Pancakes were difficult, instant mee was a winner, bbq was yummy.
So that's chalet.
More or less.
You know, I miss those phone calls we had, and the fun we shared in the midst of more difficult times. I wonder why we're not friends anymore. They say you can get the vibe, when people who used to be your friends suddenly turn all cold. I really miss having you as my friend. The worst thing of all is, I don't even know what happened, why we're like that now...I miss that smile and those games and the golden times and the randomness. I meant everything I said. Losing you as a friend hurt. I'm not going to say anymore, not to you and not about this either. But yes, it hurt.
☺aiwee says:
i cant rmb
khim says:
ha3
u must be joking that you cant remember
at your age...
☺aiwee says:
oh yeah and where on earth did you learn to say ha3?!
khim says:
that is my favourite word nowadays as i always laugh
A short excerpt from the MSN conversation with my mom. This is so hilarious. Ha3. My mom just started a trend.
Boring day, spent the morning reading the papers and keeping abreast of new changes and updates and happenings. Just that, I mostly read about gossip and more "interesting" articles, leaving the "drab" ones aside.
Spent the late morning till early afternoon watching taped shows from long ago.
Current status, typing at this blog thing, and soon to be status, learning christmas carols.
Maybe not so sure about the christmas carols part yet, but it's christmas soon, right, what better time than now, to start learning some christmas carols.
Remember that, you suck if you break it!
Last but not least, my parting words. Happy birthday Leticia!
