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Monday, 14 October 2013
4

Thesis done and dusted. !!!!

Exactly four weeks left now with four assignments, four (now three) days of placement, two portfolios to put together and two exams. Somehow time also seems to have slowed down a little, each day passes a little slower than the last.

Have you ever had the feeling of wanting something so badly, you think about it and you tell yourself you won't get it just to avoid the disappointment of having set yourself up to expect something and then find that you did not make the cut. I don't even know if that sentence made sense and honestly I don't care. It's one of those days, when the energy is literally sucked out of me and all I can do now is lie in bed and talk to myself. Yeah, I don't have the energy to talk to people...I feel bad leaving all my messages hanging since last night, but it's just one of those days. I'm mentally drained. It's the aftermath of having good days (and actually, bad days as well) on placement. It's placement that sucks the energy out of me. Getting up early, running up and down the ward all day, being hyper-alert/hyper-attentive/hyper-everything, deciphering the most scrawly and illegible writing in medical files...gosh, I'm glad there are just three days to go. Then again, while it might be too early to say this, this has been a really good learning experience for me. I started off having more bad than good days, but I know I'm a lot more confident now and I can see myself improving in so many ways. It's pretty amazing.

Which brings me back - four weeks before I (hopefully) graduate. This is gonna be the real world now. Am I ready? Probably not. But God has always provided for me in His perfect timing and I know this will be no exception.

love, 22:34
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