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Tuesday, 25 September 2012
They mean most to me

I turned 21 recently, and I wasn't looking forward to that day. I wasn't looking forward to being reminded of everything we shared.

Being stuck in this situation reminds me of quicksand. The harder I struggle, the deeper I get sucked in. Sometimes I just have to slow down, take a breath and know that some battles are not mine to fight.

Before any of you start thinking that this is all gloom, I would like to say I did have a really memorable 21st, albeit an extremely early one in Singapore where the girls really surprised me (lol). Also spent the night with Sasha, Boon, Mei and Jiun just talking and laughing on my actual birthday, which totally turned an otherwise horrible day into one that I would like to remember! The soup kitchen people also really went the extra mile this time, with Don making this huge custard and vanilla cake thing and Helen...who gave me this lovely orchird plant. It's really nice that they remember what I like, such as..plants over flowers, cos flowers just die anyway.

In July, when I was back in Singapore!
Rachel's celebration on Sunday!
Grace's birthday surprise just yesterday.
I miss them all so much, they are the most precious friends I'll ever have. Words can't describe how thankful I am that we've made it to our 21st year and there's still never a dull moment when we're together. I'm glad that we've come so far and still haven't run out of things to say, and most of all, I'm glad that in this circle I know I never have to be anything other than myself.

Anyway I've got a lot of assignments to complete, and I'm not even kidding. It's so cold these days as well, and we're a month into spring. Maybe it's a sign to just go into hibernation mode.






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