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Tuesday, 7 June 2011
Wipe my slate clean

I was thinking about this the past few weeks. Pondering. When did all these issues with my self-esteem surface. When did I start to let these issues take over the way I live.

I'm happy to say that, somehow, somewhere...it doesn't affect me anymore. I no longer care what anyone says, I mean...some people say I'm fat, some people say I'm skinny, some people think I'm anorexic, some people single out a pimple I have, some people say I've got a million scars on my legs from falling so much.

You know what...so what if I'm all that? So what if I don't have the perfect body, or flawless skin, or hair that falls in the right place everyday? I don't want these superficial aspects to be the focus of my life, I don't want people to like me just because of a particular way I look. I mean, obviously I'm not going to start binging and not exercising and wearing my pyjamas out, there's a difference between dieting and being healthy, between being vain compared to not wanting to be sloppy. Anyway, bottomline is, I just want to be happy in my own skin, in whatever I choose to wear, in my own eating habits, in my own exercise regime. I will live a healthy life with a healthy self-image. (Ok I sound rather hahaha lame)

I don't need to be jealous of another, and I don't need anyone to try to bring me down with their words again.

Actually I think this revolution is somewhat..because of aaron (lol). I mean, he's just this friend who inspires me not to worry about how I look. Somehow. It's strange. But it's true. Hi aaron! And of course, also because of my best friends in singapore who tell me I'm amazing even when I'm not. And you know, sometimes it feels like friends will come and go as seasons change, but I really never want to lose these friends.

20 more days!

love, 15:53
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