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Friday, 8 April 2011
You're ok


I just read one of my best friend's blog, and felt really warm inside after reading it. As I read each and every post of hers, it almost feels like I'm re-living each and every moment that has passed in her life. I'm just really glad her life is so colourful, and filled with so much hope for the future. Sometimes I think she's come a long way and that her perseverance has really paid off, and I'm just truly, genuinely happy for her.

And it makes me really hope that someday this stage of my life might come to pass. This stage which is so colourless and in a sense, empty. I mean, I choose to be happy, I choose not to dwell on the insignificant. After all, when compared to the great calamities in the world, what are my thoughts, what are my worries, what are my troubles, what do they all count for? The simple answer is - nothing. Insignificant. Yet, I can't fool myself. Deep down I know the unhappiness suppressed in me, I struggle to believe in what I tell myself, that God is enough. In a way, I suppose that's what helps me cling on to being joyful, being hopeful, despite all the ways in which life makes my choices difficult. But this repression inside me, it takes its toll and it manifests itself in the oddest of ways. Sometimes I'm afraid I'll drive all the people around me away.

Having said that, I really miss my friends. Especially you girls, ss, joy, laura, rachel, grace, jocelyn, roph, jules and cheryl. I miss all our friendships, and it's times like this when I really feel so tired of moving on and on and on with life. In a sense it's almost like riding a bike. You might be oh-so-very-tired of peddling, but the alternative is losing your balance and falling over. I guess it's a choice of worse or worst.

love, 00:06
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