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Breathe out,
So I can breathe you in

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Wednesday, 29 December 2010
Just a dream

I can't remember the last time I was this unstable.

I'm starting to think it's not just my fault, your actions contradict, I just don't know which one to believe.

Why is it that people say one thing and do another. Or worse, do one thing, and say another. It just confuses me.

There's always been pretence in the life I know as far as I can remember. It's not okay to not be alright, it's for something better, it's the plan..blahblahblah. Heck, now I can't stop this. It seems like I'm the only one who feels this way, but maybe they're all pretending, just like I am. Maybe they all feel the same way I do, but we've all learnt to hide it. I need some transparency, yet it's too late. I don't want it anymore. I don't know why it's just me who got affected this way.

I'm just a facade. And I single-handedly destroyed the one thing that made me believe I could be more than this. People wonder why I held on to you, but it doesn't matter anymore anyway. And all the others? I don't know why I can't keep them, not one has ever stayed.

Being stuck in between two places is the worst ever. I don't wanna go back, I can't move forward.

This is starting to get so crazy, yet I know I'll be okay. I hope I'll be. Do you believe that these thoughts are in the minds of all beings...I do. I'm still the same person as I was when you last saw me, but these thoughts have always been with me since their creation. One day they'll leave, I hope it comes soon.

love, 00:11
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