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Wednesday, 31 December 2008
What would you say, if I took those words away?

Last day of 2008. I remember the last day of September when Jinli and I went trapezing across Bridge Road.

I want to spent today with my Dad. You know I'm finding that though your family can drive you bonkers, they still are the ones who accept you at your most unglamarous states. You don't have to feel the need to dress up or be a certain way in order to be accepted. My mum drives me mad with her incessant nagging, paranoia about my "future" and obsession with the cleaning of cupboards....well just generally cleaning as well, but she keeps all the artwork I've ever given her, even this really crap thing which I will not reveal (lol) and researches on my university courses for me because I plain refuse to do so myself(paranoia...what did I tell you). Let me sidetrack, quote from Sasha, "dude, not trying to scare you or anything but this is only just the rest of your life we're talking about here" It was hilarious!!!

Anyway, I'm starting to sound tacky, well, perhaps the sappy-ness of the festive period is finally starting to get to me. Believe me, I am hardly ever like this.

I can't really begin to describe how awesome this year has been. I think this is one of the most liberating experiences of my life. Not to say I wasn't happy before, but I suddenly see that there's nothing, nobody to influence the decisions I make anymore. It used to be such that I planned my life around a person I loved, well, in good spirit, I was willing to do it, so there are no regrets about that...but that leaves me excited for 2009 because I know things are going to be different. After this many years, I've kind of forgotten how life's like with some form of new found independence. Thinking back now, it feels kind of silly to have been the person I was..well glad I'm growing up (hopefully). There is so much more to life, really.

Not many pictures to post because I'm using the desktop, and I'm not very systematic either so finding pictures is a CHORE. Have I ever mentioned? I can't live without the Search function on the computer. If I wanna look for a file, especially music files, I'll have to search because I have no idea where it is.







Knitting, birthday celebrations, Line 7 lunches, cell, post exam euphoria, well, blahblahblah. Great year. By the way, you should check out Jinli's calender. She is the most systematic organised person I've ever known. I'm going to try it next year, you know, save a few pictures from each month or something HAHAHA. Just look at me, I'll never make it.

Well at least I'll start of 2009 with cheer unlike how I started 2008. That sure has to make a difference right? It's only a matter of time before the pessimist in me takes over, but before that happens..Happy New Year to all. Hope you have a great one!

No matter how hard you try, there's always a part of you that can never be changed.

love, 20:22
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