Do you think it's worth watching Look Both Ways again?
I've never been this unsure for an exam in my life. Okay, maybe that's an exagaration omg I can't even spell now but let's overlook that. Anyway, I suddenly feel like I can't say I'm trying my best, but at the same time I know I am? Geez. Why do I always have to be one big walking contradiction?!
Maybe I'll go to State tonight to study. Cbf to go to Law anymore, generally I can't be bothered with LIBRARIES. I HATE LIBRARIES, with a passion!
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So anyway, maybe I really am not trying my best. In some ways I can come across as complacent as well, the whole not really studying for Methods attitude. There is so much more I can practice for Methods I know, and the fact that I didn't bother to buy checkpoints(for BOTH math) furthur shows how I'm not actually trying my best really. Then I try to convince myself that I am actually alright by doing all the practice papers the teachers have given, but that isn't really sufficient I think.
I DON'T KNOW.
I think right now the only subject I am "trying my best" in is Biology. But still I must say, this "best" is nowhere near the "best" I put in for unit 3 Biology. At least I paid more attention in class in the first half and actually read more of the textbook? ARGH. this is so annoying. Now is not the right time to start debating with myself about how hard I've tried or if I've even done enough for it to be considered trying,
Also, I have no idea if I should write on Look Both Ways or A Man For All Seasons. Guess it depends on the topic. Reading AMFAS essays make me feel like writing on that but everytime I read AMFAS questions I can think of nothing. In a way AMFAS is probably easier because Thomas More is basically YOUR MAN. In LBW the annoying thing is that you usually start writing with Meryl or another main character and then you have to introduce another character because you can't just talk about one character alone. I guess it's because one of the themes in LBW is how people are connected to one another so yeah, it's just very irritating when you're writing mainly about one character and another character is there to show some blahblah but you haven't actually introduced the other character into your essay! OMG. I'm going mental.
Don't get me started on Fly Away Peter. Fly Away Peter is one aspect which does not allow me to go anywhere near saying that I've done my best for English, because I've never read Fly Away Peter. Even during classtime when Mrs B is reading it I'm just daydreaming. Anyway, on a quick tute with Mrs B today I discovered that Ashley, Imogen and Jim knew each other back in Queensland and their friendships could not carry on due to Ashley and Jim going off to fight in the war. The main reason why Jim signed up was due to social pressures and not really because of some patriotism deep in his heart. Then! Yadayada Jim dies and he wants to go back or something. Okay, my understanding of FAP goes about as far as there. Maybe I should search on Google for some information. In any case I reckon Robert Frost is easier to make reference to. Mending wall, The Road Not Taken and Tuft of Flowers are the three I have an alright understanding of. Alright, fingers crossed, hopefully the prompt permits me to use those, but I'm sure it will...it's pretty vague anyway.
