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Breathe out,
So I can breathe you in

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Tuesday, 11 March 2008
Never quite there

My eyes I'm screaming for a sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you
So I guess I'll be lonely too

I had a snippet of a dream tucked away somewhere, maybe more than one.

Lately, I've been telling myself, I just don't want to know anything. Sometimes knowing something, it ends up hurting ourselves. At the same time, being human, you just want to know.

Being human. Isn't that how people survive? Always remember you're a human, you're alive.

These days, I'm really annoyed at certain things, but what can I do? Nothing, that's right. In life, I have come to learn this year, life is a choice, life isn't an oyster. There are just many things you've just got to ignore. People in life aren't all nice, you can't be too nice yourself. It's really, dog eat dog, and how naive we all have been. Is there really such a thing as friendship in this world? Or is it more of mutualism.

Self searching, finding yourself, it's not possible. Situations change us, I just hang on to one connection, I guess it meant more to me than I ever thought.

Friends are like flowers,
Pretty while it lasted,
Inevitably meant to fade.
While writing, a chord was struck, I felt it. Not everybody shares in my sentiments, but I just realised how, I used to look forward to school so much each day for the past decade, and now it's not the case anymore.

Song for Luna.

I know I did say I didn't want to know, but I wonder, if I would ever be as "cool" as her to you? If my opinions on certain things would matter as much, and if I would have any influence at all, or will I forever be sidelined.

Right now it seems like, her views are so much stronger. Honestly, I detest it, but I really don't want to know. Maybe if I hid it from myself, I'll hide it from the world as well. I don't want to talk about it as well, don't ask.

Singing to the moonlight,
who could ask for more?

love, 22:35
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